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April 10, 2007

Just Ignore This…

Filed under: Nonsensical/Randomness,Personal — chantal @ 9:51 am

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Tell Me
When I
Am No
Longer
Needed And
I Shall Go

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Call it what you like:
crisis of confidence,
feeling overwhelmed
underwhelmed,
inadequate,
unsure,
what the hell am I doing?
what the heck am I supposed to be doing?
Why aren’t I doing what I want to be doing?
How the hell do I get there.

Which direction is the right one?
how do I choose?
what if it doesn’t work?
what if I really do suck?
what if I don’t?

Feeling:
scared, frustrated,
drowning,
tired, annoyed,
envious,
inadequate (theres that word again),
foolish,
but still: driven.

I guess that’s all I need.

Now that I got that of my chest, feeling better already 🙂

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6 Comments »

  1. Frakkin’ Artists 😀

    Comment by DAVE — April 10, 2007 @ 10:44 am | Reply

  2. All fears need a time line, past or future. Think about it. All of our worries and anxieties come from worrying about what has happened or what might happen, not what is happening right NOW.

    There is no fear in the present moment without the time line. Set a plan, execute it one moment at a time, and you’ll get there. If you’ve not read ‘The Power of Now’, maybe you should. 🙂

    That said, I understand the words. I live with them too, but I try to focus on the moment and, in those instances that I can, I feel better.

    Comment by paul — April 10, 2007 @ 11:39 am | Reply

  3. “what if I really do suck?”

    Well, that one’s easy. You don’t.

    But I do totally understand the angst. Some days, it just feels so right. Then it could be the very next day, and I’m thinking, “Who the hell am I fooling?!?”

    I just came across this site yesterday, and I love the sentiment in that post.

    Comment by Will — April 10, 2007 @ 1:56 pm | Reply

  4. Nice blog!

    Comment by Livette — April 16, 2007 @ 9:52 pm | Reply

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